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thank you for this post!! really related to most of it - especially the description of depression and the weirdness of feeling normal and then bad, thinking you just imagined the good days

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this is such a wonderful and profound take on mental health. i'm so glad i found my way here!

i think aloneness can be a beautiful thing, but it does feel unbearable when you're in a depressive rut. wishing you kinder days ahead. 🌞

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aw thank you, so happy to have you here<3 wishing you kind and beautiful days as well

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ugh I love u

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I love it! Keep them coming, your imagery is stunning.

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God this one’s incredible El❤️

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"It’s weird to feel normal. It’s weird to have dreams and plans for the future and wild ambitions and to online shop for the hell of it." Exactly this, everything about this and the way you describe and allude to depression and loneliness really struck a chord with me, beautiful words <3

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thank you so much🩷 i’m so happy it resonated!!!

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